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  • Speaking My Dream Out Loud

    Right now I’m a little nauseous. I haven’t even watched this video. I listened to it, but I just couldn’t watch it. Jeff did all the editing.

    Dreams are wonderful and make me feel alive. But dreams are also scary and can leave me feeling vulnerable. But I did it. I just emailed Ellen my submission to dance with her on her show.

    And if I get the chance to meet her, I will tell her the rest of my dream. Here is my video. And I ask that you please share it and spread the word. For me, it’s about helping one another accomplish our wildest dreams and living life. And I look forward to returning the favor to you as well one day.

    Today, I am blessed to be alive. I am not sure why I survived cancer and others haven’t. I’m surely not more worthy or blessed than them. Of that, I am certain. But because I was spared, I feel like I have an obligation to live life with my best efforts. And in this case, I will dance like a crazy, happy person on Ellen’s show if given the chance. Even if it somewhat scares the heck out of me.

    I owe this video to you. All of you. I now know that I would never have accomplished many of these items on my life list if it wasn’t for your encouraging emails and messages.

    Thank you. I must go throw up now.

    Blessings sweet friends – Jenny

     

    If you are new to this site, welcome! If you like what you see, I would love for you follow along on this crazy adventure of mine by subscribing to my blog above and joining me on facebook, twitter, and pinterest. I’m working hard to complete my life list of 1300+ items after surviving a battle with cancer.


    71 Comments

    Comments

    Lisa Muniz

    I really hope Ellen sees this, reads some of your blog, and realizes how much she needs you to be on her show! Sending positive vibes your way! Good Luck!

    10 February 2012 at 11:52 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Ooo, I love the way you worded that. I agree. Ellen does need me, doesn’t she? :) Our encounter would definitely include laughter.

      10 February 2012 at 8:26 pm Reply
    Andrea

    Great job! Definitely sending good thoughts your way and hoping that Ellen sees how truly genuine you are. Good luck!

    10 February 2012 at 11:57 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Andrea. Authenticity is probably my favorite thing about Ellen. Well, perhaps it’s her love of colored converse shoes too?

      10 February 2012 at 8:27 pm Reply
    Vicki

    We even get Ellens show here in NZ so can’t wait to see you dancing on it with her. Good luck.

    10 February 2012 at 11:59 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Vicki – The thought of me dancing with Ellen on TV screens in New Zealand seriously makes me smile. Record it and I’ll come visit! Just itching to travel the world. So much to see.

      10 February 2012 at 8:28 pm Reply
    Julie

    Spreading the word!

    10 February 2012 at 12:07 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Julie. Next to Jeff, you have been my greatest supporter. It never goes unnoticed. Thank you.

      10 February 2012 at 8:29 pm Reply
    kelly

    i am keeping my fingers crossed for you!

    10 February 2012 at 12:09 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you Kelly. I think my toes and fingers are crossed. Oh and prayer. Been saying lots of those, too. Thanks for your encouragement.

      10 February 2012 at 8:30 pm Reply
    Kerry K.

    Ellen is amazing and so are you! I’m looking forward to seeing your dream come true! Perhaps we can fill the audience, too! love you, K

    10 February 2012 at 12:18 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Nothing would make me happier than a room full of my friends, family, and readers. And your beaming face would be a highlight. Love you friend. -J

      10 February 2012 at 8:31 pm Reply
    Jess

    I am new here today for you speaking this dream right out loud and I hope, with every fiber of my being, that Ellen catches wind of this dream of yours and flies you off to Burbank to dance with her on the show. Fingers crossed. :)

    10 February 2012 at 12:34 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Oh thank you Jess. It is so exciting to see this message spread. And I pray with every fiber of my being that this dream comes true. I think it would be a blessing to many people, not just me. That’s part of what makes this so exciting. The future possibilities just make me smile. Thanks again Jess, and welcome!

      10 February 2012 at 8:33 pm Reply
    Maite Hermling

    You are amazing and an inspiration to so many of us. Best of luck to you, my dear friend. Love you! <3

    10 February 2012 at 1:01 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you so much Maite. One day maybe we will travel to Europe together and you can show me all the wonderful destinations and meet your families. What a treat that would be! Thanks for your support. -J

      10 February 2012 at 8:35 pm Reply
    MichelleB

    Love it!! Hoping Ellen calls TODAY!

    10 February 2012 at 1:13 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      I think Ellen is hanging out with Portia tonight, so alas I didn’t receive it today. But it will happen. I’m speaking it to reality. :) Thanks so much Michelle. -J

      10 February 2012 at 8:36 pm Reply
    Linda Pelletier

    Jenny, You are a true inspiration and so deserve to dance with Ellen. May this and all your dreams come true. (Kerry’s mom)

    10 February 2012 at 1:27 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Oh thank you Miss Linda. I’m so appreciative of your encouragement. You have raised such a beautiful daughter. I just love her and am so glad to have reconnected with Kerry after all these years. Our reconnection is one of the highlights for me personally over the past year. Thanks again Linda. I’m feeling like this is really going to happen. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:38 pm Reply
    Christine

    This awesome. Is there something specific we can do……writing Ellen, my congressmen?? You’ve really got me thinking. Not acting yet, but really thinking hard.

    10 February 2012 at 1:29 pm Reply
      Christine

      Went to Ellen’s site and wrote her an email. Challenging everyone else who reads this to do the same! Do it today!

      10 February 2012 at 1:35 pm Reply
        Jenny
        Jenny

        Thank you so much Christine. And if you send your congressman a letter, I want to read it! :) I’m so appreciative of your spreading the word and writing to Ellen.
        I have faith that this is going to happen. The future possibilities just make me smile. – Jenny

        10 February 2012 at 8:39 pm Reply
    Lesley

    Sooooooooo proud of you Jenny for speaking your dream out loud, I just know this is going to work!

    10 February 2012 at 1:46 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Lesley. It was surprisingly one of the scariest things I have ever done. I could no longer hide behind a computer screen. I had to take the risk, knowing that there is a possibility that it won’t come true.
      But I know that I have no chance if I don’t put the request out there. Tonight, I have no regrets. And I do believe in my heart that it’s going to happen. Thanks again Lesley!-Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:42 pm Reply
    Leigh-Ann

    This is wonderful! I’m a newcomer to your blog and it’s now on my daily list to read! Good luck with your entry and I’ll keep a look out for you on her show…partly so I can say, “I know her! She’s so awesome!”

    10 February 2012 at 1:47 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you so much Leigh-Ann. So glad you found my blog. This blog has turned out to be such a tremendous blessing and I’ve met the most amazing people. So welcome and I look forward to getting to know you.
      I’ll let everyone know when to set their DVRs as soon as I hear something. I’m believing it’s going to happen. -J

      10 February 2012 at 8:44 pm Reply
    Casey K.

    Love it Jenny!!!

    10 February 2012 at 2:14 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Casey! And thank you for sharing my message on facebook. Feeling pretty good tonight that this dream is going to happen. Holding on tight to that. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:45 pm Reply
    Shawna Rae

    I love this… love, love, love it and I hope you get that call! Will be waiting to see you on Ellen’s show – it will happen… it just fits into what I think she stands and looks for. Hugs to you!!

    10 February 2012 at 2:17 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      I so hope you are right Shawna Rae. I just adore Ellen and I love the connection she has with her guests. I always walk away from her show feeling happier and better about life in general. That is a gift. I look forward to that experience and I’m determined for it to happen. Thanks so much for the well wishes and encouragement.- Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:48 pm Reply
    Kristina

    Also love it…..She is so going to call you. xo

    10 February 2012 at 2:26 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Kristina – I so hope you are right. Never wanted you to be more right than now. Thanks for the good thoughts and well vibes. I feel them through the computer screen. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:51 pm Reply
    Marna

    Your video made me laugh and cry at the same time. I hope you get the call you would be sooooo awesome on the show! Love ya!

    10 February 2012 at 3:53 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Marna Kay. It would be such a blessing to me and to many others. I’m praying hard that the opportunity presents itself. I know it would be so much fun. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:52 pm Reply
    Jennifer Henson

    You are so inspiring-you make my eyes teary. You are a blessing. :)

    10 February 2012 at 4:24 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you Jennifer. That means more than you’ll ever know. It’s been a long road, but I’m alive and blessed. And just glad that I woke up and started living life and just existing. Thank you for your encouragement and well wishes. Believing hard tonight that this is going to happen. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:54 pm Reply
    Sandy

    Love it Jenny!! Good luck!! Will try to post this on Ellen’s FB page so they can see we all want you to be on Ellen’s show! :0)

    10 February 2012 at 5:50 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Great idea Sandy! It makes me smile thinking that just maybe she is watching my video right now. It’s gonna happen (at least that’s what I keep telling myself!) :) Thank you Sandy.

      10 February 2012 at 8:57 pm Reply
    Marilyn Johnson

    I am so behind you in this dream Jenny and can not wait for it to happen! You have inspired to so many people. Your encouragement and example have prompted me to make some changes in my life and I am excited! Thank you and saying prayers this dream comes true!

    10 February 2012 at 5:53 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you Marilyn. I am praying hard, too. I’m so proud of you how hard you have been working on your own life list and how you are living life so much more intentionally. You will be so blessed by this, I’m certain. Thanks as always for being one of my greatest cheerleaders. I appreciate you so much. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 9:00 pm Reply
    Shelby

    I facebooked, tweeted and pinned!! I hope to see you dance with Ellen. I think you are amazing

    10 February 2012 at 6:29 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Shelby for all the internet love. I’m hoping that Ellen and her staff finally call me because they have heard my name so many times. What a great thing that would be! :) I so appreciate all the effort and well wishes. – Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 8:56 pm Reply
    yvonne

    I really hope Ellen calls you… you are just as positive as her show is! I’ll keep my fingered crossed for you! Good luck!!

    10 February 2012 at 6:42 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Yvonne – I love Ellen because she is real, funny, and looks for the best in people. And I have spent my life weeding negative people from my life and trying to surround myself with optimistic people.
      I honestly think Ellen and I would get along (and not in a stalker type of way) :)
      Thanks again Yvonne. I’m hoping that it will happen.-Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 9:02 pm Reply
    Susan

    You go girl! Good job.

    10 February 2012 at 7:01 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Susan. I’m proud of myself tonight. And I usually am pretty hard on myself, so I’m just trying to soak it all in and enjoy the moment… no matter the outcome. -Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 9:03 pm Reply
    Rebecca

    GO JENNY GO! Here’s hoping Ellen calls you. That was a great video!

    10 February 2012 at 7:27 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Rebecca for the encouragement and for sharing my video message on facebook. I sincerely look forward to the day to share the happy message that I am going to have to go shopping for a new dancing outfit and shoes. How cool would that be? :)

      10 February 2012 at 9:04 pm Reply
    Janet Carr

    JENNY!!!!!! YGG!!!!! I am soooooo VERY proud of you and I so want to be like you when I grow up!!!!!! I just KNOW that Ellen will call you!!!!!!! AND I will share your video on my blog again!!! YA!!! I just have to tell you that I had a really yucky week and to make me feel better and smile… I just had to play your ‘Washington Dance’!!! THANK YOU soooo MUCH for making me smile!!!!!!!! HUGS and all 10 fingers and toes crossed for YOU!!!!!!!!

    10 February 2012 at 7:32 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Janet – So sorry you had a lousy week. But I am glad that the weekend is here for you and that my video was able to make you smile. My little munchkin still wants to watch the “people dancing” a couple times a week. And I still smile every time, especially when I see all those lovely strangers who were willing to dance with me. There is so much good in people. I sincerely believe that. Thanks again Janet – Jenny

      10 February 2012 at 9:06 pm Reply
    Liz (Little Bitty Bakes)

    Oh my gosh, you deserve this!! Ellen would be lucky to dance with you! ;)

    11 February 2012 at 11:18 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Liz. It would definitely not be a dull moment. The thought of dancing with her is exhilarating and terrifying in the same moment. But here’s hoping that it will come true.

      12 February 2012 at 7:50 am Reply
    Korie B.

    Go, Jenny, Go!

    11 February 2012 at 12:03 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      I’m working hard. Now I need a bit of magic to help, but I’m having great feelings this morning about the possibilities. -J

      12 February 2012 at 7:50 am Reply
    Catherine

    This is so awesome, Jenny. I LOVE Ellen-even talked to her once! I’m crossing my fingers and toes for you!

    11 February 2012 at 2:09 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Completely jealous Catherine. Ellen is adorable and just hoping to have the chance to meet and talk with her. I have a suspicious feeling that I will like her 1000 times more. Here’s hoping!-J

      12 February 2012 at 7:49 am Reply
    Julie

    Go Jenny Go! Your dreams are awesome and we are all sure Miss Ellen will be calling you soon!
    Julie

    11 February 2012 at 3:07 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Julie! Still waiting by the phone and good thoughts continue to be sent. Thanks for your encouragement and looking forward to spreading good news in the future. -J

      12 February 2012 at 7:48 am Reply
    ChrisyC

    Hi Jenny

    Thursday night, my friend and l took our daughters to see Mary Poppins the musical in Brisbane (Australia). The musical ended with the song. “Anything can happen, if you let it”.

    I don’t know if you have heard it before, but here are the lyrics ….

    Anything can happen if you let it sometimes things are difficult
    but you can bet it doesn’t have to be some
    Changes can be made
    You can move a mountain if you use a larger spade
    Anything can happen it’s a marvel
    You can be a butterfly
    Or just stay larval
    Stretch your mind beyond fantastic dreams are made or strong elastic
    Take some sound advice and don’t forget it
    Anything Can Happen if you let it
    Anything can happen if you let it
    You Won’t know a challenge until you’ve met it
    No-one does it for you
    No-One but yourself wacillating violets get left up
    on the shelf anything can happen just imagine!
    That should be my epitaph I wear the badge in honour of this world’s free thinkers
    Those who see beyond their blinkers
    Jelly isn’t jelly
    Till you set it anything can happen if you let it
    Anything can happen if you let it what good is a whistle
    Unless you whet it
    Broaden Your Horizon
    Open different doors
    You may find a you there that you never knew was yours
    Anything can happen
    Raise the curtain things you thought impossible
    Will soon seem certain though at first it may sound clownfish see the world
    more upside-downish turn it on its head then pirouette it
    Anything can happen if you let it
    If you reach for the stars all you get are the stars
    but we’ve found a whole new spin if you reach for the heavens
    You get the stars thrown in if you reach
    for the stars all you get are the stars but we’ve found a whole new spin if you
    reach for the heavens you get the stars thrown in
    Anything can happen if you let it life out there waiting
    so go and get it grab it by the collar seize it by the scruff one
    you’ve started living life you just can’t get enough
    Anything can happen it’s official you can choose the super
    or the superficial sally forth the way we’re steering obstacles
    start disappearing go and chase your dreams you won’t regret it
    Anything can happen Anything can happen
    If you let it

    Can’t help but think that Mary Poppins would be very proud of you.

    Email sent to Ellen.

    12 February 2012 at 3:49 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thank you so much Chrisy. I’m beaming thinking Mary Poppins would be proud of me. Thank you for your encouragement and sharing my dream with Ellen. And I agree that anything can happen if you let it. Beautiful. Just beautiful. Jeff and I are hoping that we will get to meet all of my wonderful Australian readers in the next couple of years. Look forward to that opportunity! – J

      12 February 2012 at 7:46 am Reply
    Kathy

    I, like you, have a “Bucket List”……..It absolutely makes life worth living. I REALLY want to see you DANCE with Ellen. You ARE an inspiring person. I have a feeling that Ellen will choose you. Keep Dancing, Girl…..

    12 February 2012 at 8:32 am Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      So glad you have a bucket list Kathy and it sounds like you are doing the things on your list which is the most important thing. I really want to dance with Ellen, too and I hope you are right. But I will continue dancing no matter what. Thanks again for your kind words. -Jenny

      12 February 2012 at 7:39 pm Reply
    Julia

    It might take a little while, but this is going to happen. I just know it.

    12 February 2012 at 5:07 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      I love your thinking Julia. I’ve done my part, now I’m hoping for a little bit of magic, prayers, and finger crossing. Thanks and I do hope you are right!

      12 February 2012 at 7:40 pm Reply
    Jodie

    You go Jenny the video totally rocks. Ellen would be foolish not to pick you to come on the show, and we both know Ellen is no fool.

    12 February 2012 at 7:17 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Oh Jodie – I do love Ellen. She is a very fun and unbelievably witty and smart. I hope she sees the good in my video and gives me a call. Here’s hoping for a chance and a bit of magic!-Jenny

      12 February 2012 at 7:44 pm Reply
    Jenny S

    How exciting! Kudos to you for doing this! I so hope that she has you on the show!!

    13 February 2012 at 2:09 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Jenny. I hope to have good news in the future. Continuing to work hard and move forward, but I remain hopeful as always.

      18 February 2012 at 2:11 pm Reply
    Stephanie Stuhr

    Jenny, This video was AWESOME! If I was Ellen, I would call you! I’ll be hoping you get that phone call!!

    15 February 2012 at 5:39 pm Reply
      Jenny
      Jenny

      Thanks Stephanie! I hope Ellen is thinking just like you and gives me a call. I’m obviously a fan.

      18 February 2012 at 2:12 pm Reply

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